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Arwen.
In a time when most things are impossible to plan, you have come up with an excellent plan!
The live-in caregiver part is most impressive!

The only thing I can think up at this time is taking your own temperature for your health, and as a screening tool for the caregivers and cleaning guy. But use individual thermometers.

Have a plan if any of the four of you do become acutely ill with breathing problems. How to treat, how to get medical advice, etc.

If you start to obsess about something, immediately stand up, walk around, change your thoughts for awhile. Saying to yourself, "I can make an appointment with myself to think on this later".

Vit. C, Zinc are the basics for immunity, imo.
B-12, Chelated Magnesium are the basics for anxiety, as well as your Rescue Remedy, imo. Glad that was working for you!

Keep us in the loop Arwen. Take good care of yourself too! And so many thanks for sharing your experiences, helping us to cope also.
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Arwen31 Apr 2020
Thank you so much, Sendhelp! :)

Your opinions are priceless for me, as you are all living a very similar situation to mine.

The idea of the live-in carer is not really mine, I read an article about some carers who decided to move into a hospice during lockdown to put patients less at risk, so I thought to ask the carer to do the same. I hope it will work.

You have given me some excellent tips.
I didn't think about the thermometers, I will definitely do it.
And the supplements, thay are exactly the ones that I'm taking except for the Chelated Magnesium, I will look into it. Thank you! And thank you also for the "appointment with anxiety" strategy, it's a great idea :) I want to try it.

For the plan if one of us falls sick, this is where I'm a bit weak.
I have used Tea Tree Oil for gargling and also in capsules in these last 4 days, along with an homeopathic remedy called Ferrum Phosphoricum. Today it's the 4th day and I feel much better.

In case one of us gets fever, I have paracetamol, Echinacea Argentum and Brionia. It is not much, I know, but I don't think I would trust taking much else, since even in hospitals they are still trying to find the cure.

No doctor comes in at the moment around here, they send you electronic prescriptions via e-mail. In case you are severely sick, you call the ambulance. That's it. It's a bit scary.

I have 2 friends now who have fallen sick, one in London, one near Milan. They both told me step by step all their symptoms, they both got to the stage where they couldn't breath properly anymore and both got hospitalized for 4 days but not in IC. After 3 weeks they are both fine. Thanks the Lord.
One of them has been helping me in these last few days also for the therapy, and she gave me so much courage. She says the key is to keep our cool and accept this, really accept this, as an experience. She said this virus is some sort of "entity", very powerful, but its aim is simply to slow us down, so if we accept it with respect we have more chance to recover.
I know it sounds very new-agey but she's been through it, and I trust her.

We are now on the verge of a new phase.
I'm trying to gather my strentgth for a new type of courage.

Thank you so much again, please keep me posted about yourself too!
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Phase 2 - Day 6


"The world is changed.
I feel it in the water.
I feel it in the Earth.
I smell it in the air…”

Galadriel


I have fully recovered. My symptoms had got worse, all sort of flu-like symptoms, swollen glands in my neck, sore throat, chills, muscle pain, headaches and terrible exhaustion, for 10 days. No fever, no cough.
Then this week, a step after the other, I regained all my strengths. It honestly feels like a miracle feeling all my energy again, not just physically, I’m honestly so (so) relieved. I hated the feeling that I could just wait to see if my symptoms got worse and have been really worried for my mom. She had symptoms too, especially muscle pains and tiredness. Now she feels much better too.
What can I say, if it was the virus, all your prayers must have worked exceptionally well :)))
We are deeply grateful, to all of you. Thank you for keeping writing me, thank you for your messages about your wonderful, funny animals, for the recipes, for the tips… you made me smile and kept me company, thank you for your updates, that I read almost every day even if I couldn’t write. They’ve been a big part of the cure.


On May 4 we have entered Phase 2, a substantial lifting of the lockdown.
We still need the self-certificate for going out, but we can now take longer walks from our homes without one and visit relatives, one at a time. Many more shops and factories are open, but we can’t travel yet and we can’t go out from our regions. On May 18 the Government will re-assess the situation and we’ll know more. Some technical documents from the Scientific Committee have leaked, so we know what is the exact number of contagions that will will mark the critical alert, the one which will lock us again, the worst case scenario, which has been reassuringly called “catastrophic”… I honestly wish I hadn’t seen the document.

Last Sunday, the last day of the lockdown, I was still feeling very weak but I decided to go out for a short walk to see the deserted city one last time; I closed my eyes at the crossing of a big street and tried to imagine the traffic, the cars, the noise, the pollution. I really felt that something extraordinary, in good and (extremely) bad, was coming to an end. It felt like some weird nostalgia, for something so subtle and hard to describe, but that I knew would have been very difficult to feel again… the silence, the courage, the strength, that incredible feeling of connection with all humanity and all living things… the very small things… I said goodbye, and thank you, and opened my eyes.

The very first thing I did in Phase 2 was going to my beloved Park.
I counted the days on my calendar. The last time I saw it was 58 days before.
2 months of lockdown and no gardeners after, my Park has become a Jungle!!!
It was so beautiful and wild my jaw literally dropped (under the mask!) The grass was so tall, like I have never seen it, the trees so full of leaves, and birds, it was incredible.
I walked, and walked, and walked until my legs became almost numb.
I sat under a tree, I touched the grass in the sun. I cried for the joy.
I called my best friend and could barely speak, I was breathless. I think he was smiling on the other side. He stayed silent too, but yes, I think he was really smiling.
I laid on the grass, watching the top of the trees on my head and suddenly remembered:

I’m laying on my wooden floor, my face on the last ray of sun that comes from the window. I lay there and think that that ray of sun is the most beautiful and precious thing I have ever experienced.

Under the tree, everything, everything came back at once: the silence, the courage, the strength, that incredible feeling of connection …. the very small things. They haven’t vanished. They are still there. They were probably there way before, I just didn’t know it.


Thinking of you all, wherever you are, with much peace, and much love.
x Arwen
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Sendhelp May 2020
So happy that you have recovered, Arwen!
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Arwen (((((((hugs)))))) So glad you feel better - feel yourself again. Nature is so healing.
Hope normality continues without a big cost. Let us know what the government assessment is.
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This has been a wonderful thread.
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Hello Arwen, and Milan, Italy.

Still staying home while others are going out more now. The bright sun came in my afternoon window.
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Arwen,
We have not forgotten you, and are still grateful for you writing this wonderful letter, sharing yourself and experiences as we go along.
It is already June, and it is getting too hot!

Just a reminder to all that we cannot give up on taking care of ourselves. That includes supplements like Vit. C, Vit. D, and B-12.
I got so busy trying to keep up with all the information out there, that it has been a few weeks and I neglected myself. But getting back on track now.

Hoping you are well.

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Arwen - I was just thinking about you, how much your post helped me emotionally grasp these challenging days, and hoping you are well. May you continue toward good health.
Your comment about walking in the street and imagining how it used to look, feel, sound, smell and feeling a weird nostalgia is what I experience every time I leave the house which still is not often.
Hoping and believing in better days ahead. Doing what I can to take care of myself and those under my roof.
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I haven't forgotten about you, me neither:)

It's so, so lovely to hear from you Sendhelp and to know the sun is coming through your window . Thank you for telling me, it was so nice to read :)
XenaJada and Golden thank you for your lovely words.
So great to know that you felt the same as I did, GingerMay.

You struggle so much to describe a subtle feeling and then you realise someone an the other side of the world is experiencing the very same thing. It does feel like a miracle, to me.

This has been such a long, long (LONG) month.
My ability to process things has gone haywire. It's just too much, too fast, too soon. I guess that living in the States right now this feeling must be tenfolded, or more. Talking about sudden shifts ...

You have all been with me every day, while I was trying to make sense reading the news. How are you? Please let me have your updates here whenever you have a moment.

So much has happened, globally and personally, that my head has been spinning a lot lately, and I still find it difficult to find the words. I'm just waiting for the right moment.

Tonight is an important night for us; my mom, Willy and myself.
After 3.5 months mostly indoor we will leave Milan for the firts time tomorrow.
Please keep your fingers crossed for us. We'll be on a 4 hours train journey (with a train change, too!), just the three of us. I'm smiling and I'm terrified at the same time.

I will report as soon as I can; travelling through a Pandemic with a 93yo lady and a cat in a rucksack it's not something you want to miss! ; )

A huge hug to all of you,
xxx Arwen
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GingerMay Jun 2020
Oh my, travelling for four hours with a switch of trains with a 93 year old and a cat even without a pandemic almost sounds heroic. Safe travels to you all. I am looking to take a three hour flight soon. While scary, the idea of experiencing something that slightly resembles "normal" is a comfort.
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Hello Arwen!
Can you tell us about the train travel?

Is there something you need to tell us?

Still wearing our masks and social distancing, staying home as much as possible.

Concerns that people are ignoring the precautions.

Hope you are well.
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Sendhelp, Isthisreal, Earlybird.
Thank you so much for writing me. I felt such joy finding your messages and posts :)

The train journey? The train journey was LONG :D Of course we managed to miss the connecting train and the next one wasn't direct so we were on 3 different trains. Sooo much fun. I saw more people in one day than in the previous 3 months and was so tense that I felt I could break like a glass!!
But ... we survived, the cat survived too, and we finally arrived at our place in the woods in Nowhere Land.
I’m not sure this is more heroic or more plain crazy, but yes, we are in a real wood, 3 km from the nearest village, so the train journey was just the beginning, really…

Since then, it's been a rollercoaster.
I'm so, so happy to be out of the city, to breath without wearing a mask, to see trees when I open my window in the morning…here everything is so beautiful and pure that I can’t imagine being again in a flat.. at the same time, I've been completely isolated with my mother and the cat for 18 days now, 24/7, and I feel like I'm going down that slippery slope. There is this post of Beatty in another thread that I have copied, as a reminder to myself, and I feel that without realising it I'm going down the same direction (aah,scary thought)...

" stepped in to help & fell down the slippery slope. Some folk put the brakes on & climb out - reach out to others, research options, hire aides, maybe even consider AL/NH. But some land in the quicksand at the bottom. Either unable to plan to regain their own life - or unwilling to."

So much for my brilliant plan about the aides, sigh.

To keep it very short . My brilliant plan of the live-in carer failed miserably. The carer changed her mind at the last moment about wearing a mask when with my mother, acted very offended with me for insisting, I started doubting everything, wasn't sure about what to do anymore, and eventually suspended the whole plan.
Then decided that it was a brilliant idea to retreat in nature while I was thinking of a new plan.

Except my mind is blank, now. I'm never alone, I'm working very little, and I can't think, because I can think just when I'm alone.
I have tried to get some help here but it's such a tiny place that it's very difficult to find anything. I thought to find a new carer and bring mom back to Milan and then come back here, but I'm not even sure she's able to live by herself anymore or if she needs a real live-in carer, and how can I leave her with someone I don’t know? Since she's here she seems more random than before. Is it the lockdown effect? Is the change of environment? Is she worse? Is it me, who’s actually crazy to bring her here?


In one word, as you might sense, I'm pretty confused.
But ready or not, I promised I was going to write tonight so here I am.


I have truly missed you. I have missed writing here, learning what I was feeling while I was writing. It feels like a year has passed, and it's only been 2 months.
I do read the news about the States, every day. I still think that we if are careful, if we go with our instinct, if we leave the slippery slopes alone, we will make it.

:)

With hope, and love

Xxx Arwen
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Sendhelp Jun 2020
Defer your decisions to another day.
Do you have food? ok then.
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Hello Arwen,

I just "rediscovered" this string. I'm glad that you are well, and you had a chance to have a change of scenery.

One thing I would like to add concerning your mother--sometimes the simple passage of a couple months can make a difference in an elder's behaviour even if the circumstances otherwise haven't changed. Is it possible her having been sick has also made a difference? There's just so much we don't know...

I hope you find a suitable solution in caring for your mother.

Bob
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Arwen31 Jul 2020
Hey Bob,

it's great to hear from you, thank you for stopping by.

Yes, things can change quickly. It is scary, sometimes I just would like to stop time; I do miss my mom, the way she was, so much, .
At the same time, you are right; we've been through a lot lately, and not being phisically well for a while didn't help. Mostly though, I think it's an emotional thing; in her house she still feels she's in control, she's much more independent. Also, being a true extraverted, I know she misses people, and seeing just me all the time is not enough.

I'm trying to come up with a solution which will give me some relief and at the same time will make her socialise more; it's not easy, a part of me is incredulous that being still alive and finally being in a beautiful place, in the sun, surrounded by nature, is not enough, but I have to accept that we are different, and what is important to me is not enough for her, and viceversa.

I'll keep you guys posted, but I'm taking in consideration all you are saying; it is very important to me to have your perspective as I've seldom been so isolated.

How are you? Did you manage to reunite with your girlfriend?
It's schocking to see that what you were saying about the US being next in line was so spot on, and it's very difficult to see those numbers. I do feel very close in spirit to all of you, hoping you won't be too scared; you know, though, what we have learned over here is that eventually, no matter what kind of measures the Government is taking, or if we can get tested, or even vaccinated or not, the chances to survive all this are more related to our individual behaviour than what we felt in the first few months....which is discouraging and encouraging at the same time, in a way. What I mean is; no matter how bad things get, and look, if we keep being careful, if we keep our immune system strong and healthy, we can make it through. No matter what.

Sending you all my positive thoughts.

:)
Arwen
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Arwen in Italy,
Hope this little note finds you in good health.
We will win this, all together.

Discovering that my hand washing slowly became under 20 seconds, I am recommitting to that safety measure today, as the numbers are going back up in many places.

Thought that I would offer a reminder to others-continue washing hands for 20 seconds.

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Arwen31 Sep 2020
Thank you for this, SendHelp.

Yes, tiredness has a way of creeping in your life and making forget all those small things that can make a huge difference. Thank you for reminding us, it is very important.

We are fine :) Tired, but fine.
My soul is heavy with all the sufference our world is going through, all these deaths, the violence, the terrible fires... it is truly a make-it or break-it year for humanity, at least it seems so.

I'm not here often these days, but I'm keeping you all in my heart, always.

Blessings to all the good people who keep trying, no matter how tired they are.
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Hello Arwen, just to say hello... I am also Italian, more precisely I live close to Padua.
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psuskind1 Sep 2020
How are you today September 15, 2020. Are you mother and cat good?
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How are you this day September 15,2020. Has living improved for mother and you?
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Arwen31 Sep 2020
Hi 1 psuskind1, thank you for asking :)

Mom, my cat and I are fine; it feels incredible we can say this 6 months later.

6 months! I'm probably still trying to grasp what has really happened cause so many things have changed since March that it feels more like 6 days, or 6 years, at the same time .... such a weird feeling.

Yes. Living has improved for all of us and even if these months have taken a toll we are deeply grateful for our luck. I will give a new update asap, perhaps my "roller-coaster" can be useful to others who are trying to take the same decisions.

How are you? How is life for you these days?
x Arwen
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Arwen, I’ve thought of you often as things got scary here. Thanks for posting, your advanced information was helpful & it was comforting. Glad things are better, please share that process too.
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Arwen31 Oct 2020
Thank you so much Momshelp, and sorry for the late reply.

Thoughts from distance can sustain the spirit of people more than we will ever know. It makes me very happy if this thread has been somehow comforting for you.

I've been meaning to write again here for a long time now, always hoping to be in a good place to write and be carefree just for a moment, but the only time I have is late in the evening and I find myself being so tired that I can barely think... I'll try, though. I really want to try.
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Sending greetings to Arwen who started this thread and to others who post here in response. I am glad to see Arwen is doing well as of her last update yesterday 9/16.

I too still have a heavy heart as we are in our 7th month of lockdowns. I do not know what I thought when this began but never thought it would be like this, mostly unchanged, seven months later. It feels like seven decades. Life has changed in ways I never thought I would see in my lifetime. I wonder how those who survived that last pandemic in 1918 managed. I worry about the future for the kids being born today, and wonder what controlling forces will become normalized for them but may actually restrict their potential and be none the wiser. I feel like I am grieving a huge loss, but cannot exactly put my finger on what it is.
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Arwen31 Oct 2020
GingerMay, please forgive me for being so late to reply.

I know exactly what you mean. It's starting feeling like decades over here, too.
I read the titles of the news every night, and every night I feel a little number and almost detached: the feeling is that things are exactly what you say, mostly unchanged. No matter how strong you know you are, it's almost impossible for us humans to sustain such huge efforts seeing so little results...it really feels like there's no end in sight.

Still, from a distance, I hear myself telling me this WILL end.
And there will be freedom again, and hugs, and old friends coming to visit from abroad, and going away for the weekend, and love, and living spontaneously. It will happen again. We just don't know when.

We ARE grieving a huge loss. The loss of the life we knew so far. And a loss of innocence.

Do you know, I often go searching articles about the 1918 pandemic, me too. And just last night I read an article which said that the second wave has been so deadly not because of the virus but for the wrong therapies they were administering to people; they were giving people 30 grams of Aspirin a day, where today 4 grams is considered highly toxic. 30 grams!

I know this can add to the confusion, and the confusion is a huge part of our tiredness. I know. But just for a second, it made me think again about the importance of keeping very still, and calm. And I felt that a new calm, and a new poise, will be our true victory, once everything will be over.

For you, with all my warmest thoughts:

"Your will under the sheer steadiness of a mountain allows it to become incredibly powerful; all that is learned from patience and non action will be ready to be harnessed creatively.

Your vital force is not wanting but waiting. Life brings together all that is void to itself. Be empty ~ that is all. Thus you can master things and not be injured by them.”

a meditation from Kari Hohne's "The Essential I Ching: 64 Degrees of Nature's Wisdom"
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Arwen,
Good to see you posting here.
Just today I glanced at a news report about Italy and mandatory mask wearing.
Always thinking of how you are doing there in Italy.

Always with hope that you are coping well.

I found out that for me personally, that I could not just go out and feel normal after being cooped up in my home since March! I should have made more effort to just go outside daily, for a brief
5-10 minutes. It all feels kind of surreal now. 🌾🍃🌼🌾🍂🌻🇮🇹

Best wishes to our friend in Italy!
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Arwen31 Oct 2020
You are here! :)

It's already 1am where I am, but it feels so good to read you and to know you are ok that I wanted to reply straight away!
I've been reading news from California too and thought about you a lot.

Yes, from tomorrow we'll have mandatory masks outdoor too, which is nothing new, at least here in Milan, since we all kept wearing them everywhere, in and out, even if they weren't mandatory outdoor anymore. People got really scared, I guess.
Which makes you think how on earth contagions can be so high again, really. People have been very careful around here.

Are you seriously telling me that you haven't been out of your house for 6 months? You are incredible! I can bet you must feel a bit spaced out now!
Are things a bit better where you are?

Sending you a huge hug
x Arwen
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Dear "GingerMay,"

I echo your sentiments!

You/we are grieving a huge loss - just like when September 11th happened. I know for me I was in shock for the first six months after that happened and then the reality sunk in. Things would never be the same when it came to travelling and now, once again - things will never be as they were. The "new normal" as we hear over and over. We just want to go back to how we used to live and knowing that we can't is why we feel such a burden and are grieving a tremendous loss of what was.
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GingerMay Oct 2020
Thank you NobodyGetsIt and thank you Arwen for acknowledging the feelings of loss and grief I have are valid. There is so much chaos and loudness, it seems to take attention away from some very fundamental aspects. I think the stillness Arwen referred to is powerful. Wishing us all peace if not achieveable in the larger world at least achieveable in our piece of it.
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7 months ago, today, I was preparing for lockdown, without having any idea of what a lockdown was, nor a pandemic, nor a whole world disappearing under my feet.


7 months later. I'm alive.

And being alive, today, means different things for me.

It means that I'm grateful, which I didn't know I had to be.
It means that I constantly wonder why this happened to us, in our lives, and not before or after us. What is the meaning, what is the call on us.
It means that I feel responsible to do, really do my share.

Many things have changed in our lives, my mom's and mine.

Our summer has been good, even if difficult in places.

After my plan of the live-in carer failed, I mistakingly thought that I could carry on doing everything by myself for the whole summer and that living in the country side, far from everything, with my mom and my cat was the safest, ideal solution. I lasted 21 days, after which I started having a serious burnout.

I frantically looked for some help where we were but couldn't find any, so eventually we came back to Milan, where I had to acknowledge that my mother was actually much happier.

After taking this decision things got easier; in the city, I found a wonderful new professional aide through an Agency, trained both as a social worker and as a disability support worker who's even worked in a Vet clinic! And most importantly...she always wears a mask, is extremely careful and I didn't even have to ask her. It was the agency rules, which she absolutely shares and observes. Her and my mom really clicked and Willy likes her too, which was important for me.

Having some time for myself again and knowing that my mom is in super good hands has been such a relief that all the doubts about letting the old aide go, the one who's been with us for many years and was like family to us, but refused to wear a mask when with my mother, vanished all together. This decision has been heart wrenching for me. I spent months agonising about the right things to do and hoped that by the end of the summer, if COVID had receded, I could call her back again… But by July, I was a wreck. I couldn’t, really couldn’t take care of everything by myself anymore.

After just 1 month the new aide started working for my mom, we decided to go away again to our house in the countryside and we took her with us; it worked out perfectly, so much that when we came back we decided to hire her directly and asked her if she wanted to move in with my mom, so that she won't have to take public transports, and we'll all be safer.
It's been a month of paperworks, contracts, documents, but I can say now it's been worth every minute of stress; she's been living at my mother's place for ten days now, and I have to say that having another adult to talk with when I'm there and knowing that if something happens we are 3 people now, it makes a world of difference. Especially in these last few days, whith the news of contagions rising again, we feel like we have each other’s back, and that we are safe where we are, and I think this is priceless.

7 months later.
Europe is in the middle of a huge second wave, with Italy fast approaching the same numbers of the other states, after having been miraculously spared for some time.

The US are on the verge of the most important presidential election of their history and are still fighting a fierce battle with this virus.

More people than we can really comprehend have died, lost their job and a life that they had honestly put together.

Our planet has been devastated by fires, flooding, hurricanes and the worst apparently has yet to come.

But one thing I know, now. Those small things that I saw in that ray of sun are the only ones that I can take care of, one after the other; only in this way I can keep the vision without crumbling into despair.

This post, that I’ve struggled for months to put together, is my small, personal experience, but it’s the sharing with you that makes it bigger.

With much love
x Arwen
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AlvaDeer Oct 2020
It's so good to hear from you.
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Good to hear from you. Glad things are going well for you.
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Oh Arwen, I am so sorry that you are facing a new shut down. It appears that is what will be happening everywhere before this is over.

I feel very blessed to be living in one of the few states that is not seeing a resurgence. Unfortunately that can change tomorrow.

Washing hands, wearing masks and staying home when you are ill seems to be working. We have a high compliance rate and I think that has really helped.

I am so happy that you have found a caregiver that feels like part of the team. Praise The Lord for HIS mercy in this situation.

Give Willy a belly scratch and take a great big warm hug from Sugar and me.
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Arwen31 Oct 2020
Do you know, I was thinking of you just a minute ago, and wanted to send you a message asking how you and Sugar were, and here you are :)
So good to hear from you Isthisreal and to know you are fine, I'll keep all my fingers crossed for you guys, and you know, sooner or later we will ALL make it, and this will be over for good!

I'll make sure to pass the belly scratch to Willy, such a pity you can't post pics here, I have a few new ones :)

lots of love and ... thank you!
x Arwen
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Arwen,
Thinking of you.
Have a good day!
Not only is there sunshine and my Tweety bird is chirping away in the window,
but there is the full moon, reflected light in the night sky.
Nature carries on, and we must also.

We are due to turn our clocks back one hour but I just do not want an extra hour of this 2020 year! Maybe if I just 'do' nothing, about anything.......

Still, there is so much hope for a better time, a better year, a stronger faith.
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