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You are a saint of a DIL having gone above & beyond the call of duty. The guys are so lucky to have you on the team. I think they know it and appreciate it but they are after all "guys!"

I am impressed that Hubs is as involved as he is in his Dads care ....sounds like you all have a good system in place with you at the helm looking forward...anticipating future needs and decisions. Something a son doesn't necessarily want to face. I get it.

As others have suggested if you have the energy at this point (the 11th hour now!) to insist on an answer and yet again make the last minute arrangements so you and Hubs can get away together go for it. If not then let this be a lesson to all as you are walking out the door with love and regrets that you wish Hubs could join you. Tough love them...sometimes thats what it takes to drive the point home...or to the beach in this case!

Don't forget to send pics...some real good pics if you get my drift!! Enjoy with or without Hubs....you so deserve this......
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sidelined Sep 2018
Good morning Lucy ( and I like your screen name by the way)!

Yep 11th hour and tired.... I feel that after I initalized the original discussion, came to the 2 possible solutions with hubs, let him take the lead on talking to his dad...... who has never responded by the way...... relaying updates with respect to added info., about our 2 agreed on solutions..... more silence...... I’m done.
Now the only problem is waiting it out, and standing in the face of the storm when hubs hatches his last minute, half-ass plan.... he will accuse me of just trying to make him stay behind because he is willing to bend the pre-agreed upon options just to make it happen... only because he will not engage and take the lead on pressing his dad. I am sick of backdoor “ non- solutions”....

thanks for for reading and taking the time for feedback
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Good Morning all, My sister had to take a trip for work.  Her hubby was housebound.  She did not ask his permission, or beg for it to be OK.  She just made the arrangements for his meals and all his other care. She had someone come in overnight, too. This was only for 4 days.  She told him the morning she left, leaving the full itinerary of people who would be there and when.  HE DID FINE........... and  your FIL did just fine at the AL,  but he prefers home, well don't we all!!  Her Hubby was not a decider, either, but he was quite content with all that attention while she was gone!!!
God Bless!
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Thank you for your feedback Vicky!

So so glad your sister was able to get away and things taking care of!
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Hello, my concerns are these. If your Fil is getting worse and is a fall risk, then he should absolutely not be left alone. I would hate to come home and find out that he fell right after you left and has been on the floor for a week. Maybe one of those call buttons would help in that scenario. You could call a meal service company like Meals on Wheels so that he could have at least one good meal a day, but someone would need to let them in. Thinking of my Mom before I had to bring her to live with me, I would make and freeze meals for her. Only to find out later that she did not remember that they were there. I would not be too angry at Hubs and how he relates to his father. That relationship has been set-in-stone so to speak since he was a child. My Mom (step mom) was narcissistic, cold, and hard to please. I stuttered and had bad anxiety in elementary school. I outgrew that as an adult, mostly, but when she lived with me during her last years, it was almost like I was a kid again. Boy was she opinionated. Another thing is that sooner rather than later your Fil will need to be in a facility. It will be too difficult to care for him at home. Get him used to one now, he might transition better later. Good luck and enjoy your vacation.
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Thank you so much for your feedback and sharing your personal story. What a saint you are to even consider elder care foe someone who did not treat you well when you were a child.

This is will just wear you out...
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It may be hard, but don't give him the option of staying home. We have an elderly cousin who lives with us. He is a fall risk, cant prepare meals etc. But he is in denial about how bad off he is and is a narcissist. We tried hinting to no avail. Then I missed a wedding and got angry, My husband, like yours, cannot stand firm. Don't wait for him to do so or you will miss your vacation. Unfortunately, you are responsible for ensuring your elder's safety. Tell your FIL exactly that; that if you leave him home alone with no help and he falls or gets ill, the state could file charges of Elder Neglect against you. If that doesn't move him, so be it. Put him in a facility and go on vacation
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Hi there, yes and yes. Sorry to hear you are having issues of your own, wow....

but us you are right, he does not even think about us getting in trouble if something should happen. How typical.... at this point I would rather just go alone
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Take a well deserved solo vacation and let hubby care for his father by himself. Wake-up call!!!!!
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I would actually welcome that!
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So it sounds like you’ve recently checked out a few more ALs for respite care and gotten some more information to pass on to DH, but so far there’s been no more discussion. In the meantime, you’re simmering with out a plan, and DH is procrastinating without a clue how much this is bothering you. He’s probably waiting for you to offer to impart this additional info and until to do, the happier he is. Not good. It would drive me nuts.
Just a suggestion, it seems in my house nothing much gets done without seeing it in writing, both on my and DHs part. I guess we’re both kind of visual people, pretty organized and need our lists! I would suggest writing down a list of the potential ALs, with their phone numbers and all the requirements you’ve investigated. The last option on the list could be “I can go alone”, (as long as you’re really ok with that, cause he might choose it. And how would that really make you feel??) And hand it to DH. “Here you go, let me know what you guys decide.”
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disgustedtoo Sep 2018
Well, rocketjcat saved me some typing today!! Pretty much what I would have said. Rather than just leaving that final "word" you gave him (asking yet again for him to do something), you do need to say "here is my line in the sand": pick a place for your father, make the arrangements and take him there OR I go on vacation alone. End of subject. And then stick to it.

I did this with my kids, and explained it all to them. THIS is the line, cross it or do not, YOUR choice, but consider the consequences of that decision. Sometimes I have to do similar tactics with my mother when she has an appointment and starts whining she doesn't need/want to go.

I have seen so many people who make that line with their kids, and then like in the cartoons, keep drawing a new line, and another, and another. They then learn (you are teaching them!) to keep pushing, and it will get worse as kids get older (or brain functions decline in elders.)

ONE LINE. Hubs, do this, or I go alone. PERIOD. And STICK TO IT!

Also, I would go with the AL facility - add to hubs sand line that he has until X-DATE to make arrangements.
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Your husband sounds like my brother. There was an important paperwork deadline of February 28 2018. Brother is POA.

i started preparing the information I had and asking him for more into in January 2017. Yes over one year ahead of time. After months and months of nagging all the documents were ready on time. I spent over 100 hours putting everything into order for the accountants.

When did he sign the papers? Last Saturday 6 months late. I have no idea how much his dilly dallying will cost in the end.

So my point is, plan to go on the trip on your own. Do not do any extra prep of meals meds etc for your fil and hubby before you leave. Have a wonderful time, relax, refresh and make sure you book your next trip as soon as you get back.

And no, you are not at all unreasonable to expect that your fil would be told this is where you will be while We go on holidays. It is all part of him being allowed to live with you.

Enjoy your holiday. If you have not traveled much on your own, you may find that you thoroughly enjoy travelling at your own pace. Not having to negotiate activities, meals etc can be quite pleasant.
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sidelined Sep 2018
Hi, Tothill, thank you so much for your words of advice.

Sometimes i I think it is easy for us to really start to wonder if we are sane?
I don’t mind going alone at all.... as much as I hate to admit it, after all that we have been through with this situation, I really was looking forward to reconnection, it now I just want peace and quiet, like you said, no meal negotiation or se. for that matter.... uterally alone with the beach, books and wine.

uncortunately I don’t think hubs will let that happen and his half baked care plan will be what he wants to go with, and “I” will be deemed the unreasonable one for not wanting to go along with it.

stay tuned...

oh oh and by the way, I don’t know how you did not strangle your brother..... don’t just you LOVE sweeping up everyone else’s messes when they just won’t get the job done?
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I, too, am a fixer married to an avoider. This was fine when it came to my own mother’s care (except my siblings are avoiders, too, but that’s another thread). However my husband’s entire family are avoiders and when this particular fixer could no longer look the other way while both in-laws’ health were failing, it got very interesting. Add to it that my husband has always been treated with disrespect by all yet they expect him to be at their beck & call to do everything because the rest are “too busy”, well let’s just say it got ugly when I finally had enough & spoke up.

We now aren’t talking with any of them and our lives are so less stressful. We know it won’t be like this forever, and we are enjoying it while we can. I set my boundaries with him & them, which gave him the strength to set his own. It was hard for me — very hard — to sit by & watch things deteriorate but I had to for my own well being. It’s like when as a parent we had to sit by watching our child suffer the consequences of a poor decision. I understand completely your dilemma.  

You could go on the vacation & hubby could join you mid-way thru it. If he is anything like my husband, he could be secretly hoping (1) you make the decision for him or (2) you cancel the vacation. I, also, wouldn’t want anyone in my home while we weren’t there. Heck, I am here when my house gets cleaned by the lady who has been doing it for 15+ years.  

Stay strong ... you are NOT being selfish or childish. sending you hugs.
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Daisyrose Sep 2018
Of all the people I know, the woman is the fixer, the man the avoider, except with his wife !
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Sounds like he is content to be home with no strangers coming in. Maybe his experience at the AL, was not all that it was cracked up to be.
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Daisyrose Sep 2018
Maybe or, if, like my cousin in law, they hang on to routine to deal with their memory issues and don't want to change for fear they wont cope. Good strategy for him, bad for caregivers. I told my cousin I will remember for him and I don't enable him when he doesn't face his memory issues. It may be harsh but it is my survival strategy
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FIL=Family in law?
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Sorry about that - = Father in Law
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I have told my Grand kids...Grandma's house..Grandma's rules....
Your house...your rules. (your husbands as well)
Tell FIL that you are going on a vacation. He has 2 choices
1. Someone to come in.
or
2. He goes to a "resort"
He has to choose. Give him a date that he has to give you an answer if he does not choose by that date you get to choose.

At some point you have to take options away and just make the decision as to what is best for everyone. Making choices can be difficult with dementia of any kind there can be a "fear" that the wrong choice will be made.

Keep in mind if you have your vacation planned and scheduled if he ends up going someplace they all may require certain medical tests before they accept him. So most likely he would have to have a TB test, up to date vaccinations so this may take time.
Enjoy your self.
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sidelined Sep 2018
Hi Grandma - thank you so much for taking the time to respond, and for your helpful information!  You are so right, hubs gave him the choices, and he has not responded.... in hubs dept. so we wait....

You are SO right about pre-planning at respite AL care.  As I have indeed come to find out TB tests are required (and thank you for bringing that up), as well as other physical updates, and analysis. 
With that said, we are T-21 days from "leaving" and I don't think hubs understands that preparations have to be made now, this is not a vacay that it 6 months away....
I am prepare to go right by myself if necessary; however, if all goes on the path "they" normally take, it will be stressful right up until the last minute, then hubs will be in the car like a "puppy" happily awaiting the trip, and I will be tearing my hair out....
Stay tuned, and thanks again.  Best wishes on what you may be dealing with!
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Make your vacation arrangements and go. If hubby does his job and comes with you, great. if not, enjoy the vacation by yourself.
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sidelined Sep 2018
Good morning!  Thank you so much for your response.  I can truly say looking forward to responses on this forum has been a lifeline for me.

You are right, this particular task is his to do and he is squirming about it.  So, I guess it will depend on just how much he wants to go on vacay.  Like you said, I can always go by myself, and honestly that probably would do me a world of good.

Thank you again, and best wishes with the issues you may be dealing with.
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What is happening between the two of you is a power struggle and a little passive aggressive behavior tossed in. I totally get where you’re coming from as I see a lot of myself in you. I would dare to say you are a "fixer" and a get things done kind of person and it irks you to no end that hubs isn’t like this. Well...sad to say but he isn’t and never will be. I know you get tired of having to do it all and be the decision maker.
To keep yourself from sitting there on your thumbs wondering when the hell hubs might wake up...I would make the AL reservation, have it ready. Tell hubby and say "here are your choices": tell (not ask - as it’s your home and vacay) dad that we are leaving on this date and you will be staying back at AL place or the other option is he can stay home with dad and you will be going. That at least puts the elephant in the room out and visible and you can stop the cat and mouse game and get on with it. After you say that then wait and see what he does. Now it’s in his lap and he knows you’re serious and what your plans are. I would go without him in a heartbeat but I bet he will capitulate. Let us know what happens in the end.
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Good morning Harpcat and Happy Friday!   LOL, you "get" me - google "fixer", there I am!    And yes, this is a bit passive aggressive to say the least... and irks, infuriates, etc., are correct. 
You know one of the most sad parts of this whole thing is that my hubs is truly a wonderful man, but when it comes to his dad, and risking making him uncomfortable, all bets are off.  They are two peas in a pod when it comes to hard and fast decision making, (one of the many things that drives me crazy about FIL).  Honestly, when he was able to drive, I don't know how in the world he was able to decide whether to turn right or left out of the driveway....  Damn, lead, follow, walk beside or get the hell out of the way. 
After much soul searching I have discovered that I am guilty of pushing to get things fixed, not only for the sake of it, which is my nature, but because I don't want to have to help solve/sort out in the end when everyone else is just standing around..... waiting...... for a fix.  This is ONE of the rare cases that I actually do not have skin in the game and can ride this out.  We decided where we wanted to go on vacay, and I took care of the rest; hubs part was to talk to FIL about respite care.  He would usually be glad to let me do that too, except that he knows dad does not like the AL respite care option.  Come to find out, part of that reasoning is because he thinks the others are too bossy and he is not in bad enough condition to be there (oh, wait, add delusional to the mix).....  I had asked hubs NOT to give him an option, but if he chose to do that, it  was his call.  In no uncertain terms I made it clear that our adult son who runs his own business and is crazy busy, is NOT an option for full time care.  Stopping by, bringing a meal and checking on occasion is fine, but not for this length of time; hubs agreed, but I am concerned that may pop back up (holy war will break out if so)....
SO, on the back-end I have checked on a couple of AL respite care facilities, as well as home care, just so that I know what we are really dealing with.  Which is a good thing because the parameters have changed since the last time he was there, # of day minimums, health requirements, etc.  So I am keeping this "in the wings" until hubs gets his ass in gear.  Last night, while out of ear-shot of FIL I just casually said, "so what's the final word"?  He seemed a little surprised, shook his head and said FIL had not given an answer (can you believe this)!  Passive aggressive on FIL's part....  Hubs started to say, "just go ahead and book a place", then cut himself off, and said, wait let me talk to him again.... I was proud of myself for saying nothing more than, well before you do, let's update so that you (hubs) has a little more info.  Dinner served, they watched TV together as usual.... I went to bed, not a word.  Done and Done. 
Again, like you said, FIL is not running this house and does not have the right to call the shots on this.  We are not trying to drop him off at a homeless shelter for heaven's sake.  He is so selfish that he does not care that his son has to stress himself to death to pre-prepare meals/drinks, etc. for when we have been away for 1-2 days...
Let's hope and Pray that he either figures it out, does not and stays here, and DOES NOT involve our son as a last resort for dragging his feet and not having the necessary discussions.

As much as I love hubs, I can honestly say that in our 30 years this "thing" with his dad has done some serious damage to my respect factor.  Ironic that the 1st big fuss we had was about FIL, and now here we are, full circle....

I will keep you guys posted, but in the meantime, please know how much your response and honest feedback means to me!  This has been therapeutic to me, and I hope whatever you may be dealing with, improves as well.  Thank you again!  Stay tuned!
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Please stop apologizing for yourself. You don’t need to justify your own sensible adult behavior.
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Thank you Fitzgerald!  I psycho - analyze myself to death....  You are right, I should just own it, and let it go!
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I feel for you. And applaud you for sticking to your guns. It should be interesting when you start to pack and he realizing you are only packing your stuff. Please be sure to let us know how this turns out.
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Hi Whaley - Thank you for your response.  Yes, will be interesting, and I am absolutely sticking to not saying another word.  I can find the way to the beach right by myself! 
It is sad that hubs cannot see that all of this unnecessary added stress, makes vacationing not so much fun.  When you are exhausted (mentally) by the time you get there, what's the point! LOL

Stay tuned!
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I understand your embarrassment over it, but honestly, I promise you, you do not need to worry about "wasting" the HHP's time. It can't be a waste. Either the appointment will go well and the booking will go ahead, or the HHP or you will decide it's not a match. Either way, making sure that everybody's happy with the plan is the whole point of the exercise, and if not booking as a result weren't a possibility there'd be no point in doing the assessment at all. So rebook!

Your husband is trying to respect both his father's feelings and his autonomy - his right to decide whether he'll stay in respite care or not. Check, check, quite right in principle. However. Your FIL, while his feelings must still be regarded, is passing the point at which he is capable of assessing a situation and making an informed choice about how to handle it; and at *that* point it is unfair to FIL to place responsibility for the decision on him. If DH really wants to treat his father kindly he shouldn't put him in that position.

In your place, I think I would get DH and FIL in the same room and paying attention and tell, not ask, them about the assessment. Book and proceed. If FIL has any substantial objection he can then speak up (and you must listen, just in case it is a valid one, though I can't offhand think what that might be); but the chances are he won't.

Start the process, let it run, assume FIL is going into respite and DH is going with you; and with any luck you'll find that FIL prefers to comply (and grumble about it, but that's okay, he's allowed) than to go to the trouble of resisting.

DH doesn't want to be high-handed with his Dad and I respect that. But when it starts to become impractical and onerous for all of you, it's time to adjust.
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sidelined Sep 2018
Hi Countrymouse - WOW, great insight and thank you for seeing this from all sides.  I agree that hubs does not want to come off "rail-roading" his dad, but like you said, when it gets to the point of being too onerous, then it has gone too far. 
FIL simply does not want to (not that I would either, really) acknowledge that he no longer is the strong athlete he once was, and that falling, etc., would be lethal.

I know this, I cannot continue to get myself so worked up about this, this task really is in hub's court and he wanted it that way.... So, I guess we will see what he does with is.

I may be on a solo-vacation, but I think will need it!

Stay tuned, and thank you again for your outreach and time!
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Is your Father-in-Law a vet? If he is , then you can call the VA where you are and request a stay for him, which will be a NH that is contracted with the VA. I did this for my father when I was going through what you are. Hope this helps!
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Hi there, thank you for the info!  I will call our local VA office, as yes, he is a vet.  I will see what may be available.  Thank you so much!
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His care is only going to get worse..sounds like it to me. Vacation while you can because eventually you won't be able to. you are lucky you can find a respite care facility and is a reminder what awaits him permanently if he refuses to participate in his own care. It is important to retain a sense of your own identity and not be this shadow whose sole purpose in life is to attend and care for this loved one. Eventually they will lose their bowel and bladder control and just go and you have to clean them. You have to keep a bowel diary because they can get impacted as little as two days. It is a very depressing and highly stressful experience to have to give your loved one an oil enema because they cannot move their bowels. Caregiving can be a very lengthy soul-destroying process punctuated with a considerable amount of stress that never goes away..seven days a week and it starts the moment you wake up. I know. Caregiver for 10 years with my mom who now has end-stage Alzheimer's. I have no life of my own. None. Unless you want my fate, go on that vacation and start thinking about a long-term facility.
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sidelined Sep 2018
Hi Cetude - thank you so much for your response and sharing. 
You are right on many counts, and I am SO sorry you have been working with this for 10 years! 
You are right, it is "soul sucking" and only gets worse.  I would dare to say that you may agree that, at the very least, it takes a really strong foundation to even contemplate taking on this long term task ---  AND I don't have that.
We know that long term care will wipe him out completely with what little finance he has left, and we worry about what happens then; however, the toll it is taking on our lives cannot be measured, and I truly fear I may not be able to find my way "back" after all of this. 
Sometimes the damage is just too great.

Stay tuned as I will update - but in the meantime, I am wishing you the best and asking for Blessings to come your way in your journey and much needed relief.  Please take care of yourself!
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You’re married to an avoider. You aren’t the only one. My husbands family treats him like dirt but he’s completely non confrontational about it, always has been and always will be. We won’t be caring for them in their old age, he will agree with me on that, thankfully. I’d say either your husband steps up and makes arrangements or you decide it’s worth doing yourself. But in any case enjoy your vacation, it’s well needed, don’t miss it!
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Hi Daughter!  WOW thank you for sharing, and while good to know I am not alone in the "land of avoiders", I am sorry you have to deal with the same thing.  So sad that your husband's family treats him poorly, and you see it, he probably sees it, but will not stand up...  like you said, no way would they be depending on me in their later age.  I will tell you that you absolutely HAVE to have a strong foundation, and one built on mutual respect, to even consider this type of arrangement.  I am glad you and your husband are in agreement on that because you will have to stand united together, if that time ever comes.  Believe me, they will play on his kind side.
While my FIL is not mean or evil, he is just apathetic, did not take care of his affairs, and thereby, not even thinking about his devoted son and grandchildren, a world class skirt chaser, and generally someone I have absolutely no respect for. 
I am thankful for this forum and affirmation that I am not being childish in expecting hubs to step up here.  It's always me, and that is only my fault.  I have always been the "arrangement" maker.  To be fair, hubs takes care of lots of other things, but this seems to be "my" area. 
So I am proud of myself that I have not asked about whether he was talked to the "King", but once and that was Monday.  His response was that the "King" would let him know....  Well we are T-22 days to leaving.  I am holding strong that I am NOT going to ask again, and when the "magic" moment arrives, will not rush to action.... that too will be hubs to deal with.  While I don't think hubs will let is come to his missing vacay, I can honestly say that I am OK with going by myself.  I need it too....

Thank you again for "listening", and best wishes to you as well!
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Sidelined there is nothing childish or immature about wanting a solution to this problem which must have been hanging over your heads for some time.
Does DH have POA for his Dad or is he still considered competent.?
Don't wait for something to happen because it isn't going to. "Like Father like son" and FIL doesn't have any skin in this game.
You have two choices. Confront FIL and tell him you will be contacting the AL place today and making reservations for the day before your departure. If he wants other arrangements he can make them himself (even if he is not capable and knows it)
Start making plans for the things you will enjoy doing on this solo vacation. Include things you know DH would enjoy and don't hide these plans.
Think of a friend or relative who also needs a break and would enjoy sharing the trip. If He/she is also a caregiver to a not very demanding loved one suggest they stay with DH and FIL while you are gone. That might just get DH to put his boots on PDQ.
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Dear Veronica - thank you so much for your feedback and insight! 
FIL is still competent, but granted me full POA so that I could handle his affairs, etc.  AND you are right, FIL has NO skin in the game - as long as he has his creaky-a____ recliner, remote, cookies, he's good.

This is quickly boiling down now - It is not going to be easy to find short-term respite care, and after much debate (with myself), I have made up my mind I don't want someone coming to the house that I don't know.... so this really leaves hubs with two options - either respite care outside the home, or he stays here too. 
I have warned him that he is not to ask our grown son to stay here because he runs a business and is going crazy all day and some nights.  Plus, this is NOT a real solution - FIL needs to understand that he cannot simply sit here and act like nothing is going on.  How very selfish - I swear I believe if hubs told him that he would stay home from vacay because of these reasons, he would not blink....
So, like you said, I may be enjoying this one alone, or partially with our grown daughter, who is expecting in lives in the same coastal town where the vacay is planned. 
And, you were totally right, like father like son......  sits around with their head in the sand, waiting for whatever, then gets mad if you plow ahead and make plans.... not this time.  This is one of the FEW times that the end result does not really affect me, so therefore, waiting them out will be interesting.... I am NOT saying one more word about it - I want hubs to feel the heat.
Thanks for letting me rant!
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If dad is competent he gets to do as he pleases. Why would you cancel the assessment? It may be hard to get it scheduled again. Yes you and hubs need time away, no question. What about bringing in home care that dad pays for. He may decide assisted living is best because of the cost of in home care. Stepdad will be paying for his care, not you, right?
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Hi there - thank you for your feedback!  Yes, FIL will pay for all.  The reason I cancelled was because without FIL giving an affirmative answer to his son (he does not talk to me about this), I felt it would seem intrusive and making him feel pushed to go that way.... I really think hub needs to take care of this, and I am sick of being directed to make things happen, but not given the go ahead to really handle anything.  Amazingly, the respite care is not bad cost wise, considering all that he gets, and yes, again, he has to pay for this, not me.  But I like the idea that he is around other people and if he were to have an emergency or fall, someone is right there.  On the other hand, in-home aid (minimum 3 hours per visit), would be OK, but hard to arrange because their main duty would be to check on FIL and meal prep.  That leaves a whole block of time when he is here alone.  It is unaffordable and really not necessary for someone to be here all day.... 
I have never worked so hard to go on vacation in my life!  No wonder we have not been in years.
So, the upshot is that I am not saying another word until hub asks his dad, again, what his preference is.....  maybe a little childish on my part, but I am SICK of dragging everyone through making decisions.  The man can barely decide what to watch on TV, so I hold no great hope that he will be forthcoming with a decision.  I would image that time will not be on our side to secure a safe, acceptable solution - may be on vacation by myself...

Thank you so much for your feedback!
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Great suggestions, thank you!
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Tell FIL time’s up. You want an answer immediately or you will choose for him. If he doesn’t like your choice, too bad.
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I like your answer!!!!!
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I agree. You are going on this holiday, whether with or without DH. At this point, it's his problem, not yours.
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Agreed! Thank your for weighing in!
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Sometimes, the black and white facts are needed to jump start things. One option would be to do what you need to to get home health care set up as an option. Find out what the deadline is to make a reservation for both AL and the home health care. Give DH this information on the three options - AL, home care and if no decision is made in time on these two, Option #3 is DH staying home with FIL.
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Thank you Linda! Very useful suggestions and ones I will be implementing.

it may be chi,dish or immature on my part, but I feel like I have done the work, and made it clear that the FIL care is in his court. Now I wait.... I guess I just feel that if it is important enough to hubs he will figure it out. I know he truly wants, needs and deserves this vacay. However, like anything that directly involves in him having to address things he deems “uncomfortable” with his dad, he sidesteps, and refuses to have the conversation. This will be interesting because of the fact that he really wants to go away and was the advocate for pushing for it... that is the difference now. Other issues have been my asking hubby to discuss better hygiene, etc. hubs makes sure his dad’s meals and tea are Johnny on the spot, and I am thankful for that, unless he is working, then it’s me. I work from home, which is a Blessing, but not when you are living in what equates to a depressive encounter with FIL everything single day.... no breaks. I have offered and offered to arrange for senior days out or Silver Sneakers exercise.... nope.... now I know that he is Very very limited with use of his extremities and balance, and I do feel really bad for him, as he used to be so active....
anyway, did not mean to write a book in response to your response! It is therapeutic to get it off your chest, thanks!
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