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For years I used to beg them to help me but they both answered with a resounding NO. So I quit my full time job, took a part time job. Started taking social security early -at a financial penalty- to make up the difference. I literally do everything for my mother who lives alone. Spend 3-7 hrs a day with her. And hours making her appointments, paying her bills, doing her taxes. Have zero social life and can't get away to visit my beloved daughter in NC. Yet when one of the siblings visits for literally an 16 hr overnight trip 2x a year, I get a long email criticizing me. I dread the added anxiety this causes. So now I just ignore them but they're out there saying nasty things about me instead of saying thanks for taking such good care of mom. I feel like they should be sending me flowers and asking me how they can help. BUT THEY JUST MAKE ME FEEL BAD.

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Nkellysc, if your mom is able to live alone, why are you so tied to her?

People that require daily, hourly propping up are no longer independent and need a different living arrangement.

I recommend telling your siblings to step up or shut up and go pound sand.

Caregiving only works when it works for all involved and since they aren't involved they don't get a vote. I would make that amply clear to these donkeys.

It sounds like it is time for you to take a good, hard, realistic look at where this situation stands and what is the next step for moms care and for you.
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I saw your post on another thread about you not being happy with responses to you in this thread . I’m sorry about your situation with your siblings . I’m sorry you feel you have gotten suggestions that you are not happy with , when all you were looking for was a place to vent and support .

You sound miserable though . That is why people were giving you suggestions and trying to help . People were trying to help you find ways to get your own life back .

I have seen before on other threads similar to yours where someone is miserable and suggestions are made and the original poster comes back either with more or different information , or back pedals on exactly how bad their situation is , saying they were having a particularly bad day , and/or says thank you for the suggestions but they don’t want to make any changes to their situation .

Or less frequently , like you , they get offended by suggestions to bring more help into the home or respite care or placement so the caregiver can get back to a more normal life . People on this Forum are in general trying help people. When someone comes with a situation described as yours , we try to help that person to realize there are other ways. They don’t have to give up their life and be isolated , have no social life , give up a job . We try to show people that they are not obligated to be a martyr because they love their parent . We can only go by the information given to us, we respond if we think someone is in distress and they think there is no exit plan . The caregivers life matters too .

I’m sorry that you feel you have to give up your life because you “ love your mother”. It doesn’t have to be this way . But that is your choice to make .
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LoopyLoo Jul 2023
Yep. Makes little sense to talk of burnout and resentment, and then fuss at everyone who suggests ways to change things for the better.
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Why are you doing this?
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Nkellysc Jul 2023
Because I love my mother.
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Your profile says that your mom only suffers from arthritis, so why in the world are you caring for her at all? Any of us over 60 have some kind of arthritis as it comes along with aging. The fact that you state that you do everything for your mom tells me that you're enabling her. Just because she lives alone doesn't mean that she can't do for herself.
Good Lord, I live by myself, have arthritis and fibromyalgia and do EVERYTHING for myself. If I need help with something around the house that I can't do, I pick up my phone and call in someone that can. It's not difficult. Quit treating your mom like a helpless baby.
And why in the world would you quit your job and take early social security? Something just doesn't make sense here.
And the fact that you're ignoring your daughter by not going to spend time with her, under the guise of "caregiving" for your mom, you and her will both live to regret. Your priority should be to yourself and children before any parent. It's heartbreaking that you don't realize that.
You say you have no social life. Might I suggest that it's because you choose not to have one?
You are the one who chose to give up your full-time job, and take early retirement, and also who chooses not to have a life, so quit blaming your siblings for your unhappiness.
Instead get out there and start enjoying your life, and your daughter.
If and when the time comes, mom can move into an assisted living facility where she will be around folks her own age and be able to have fun with them and also receive any care she may need, and you can get on with living and enjoying your life.
I do hope you're getting help for your depression.
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Nkellysc Jul 2023
Wow. So sorry my decision to not include my mother's list of ailments, including dementia, meant I was unworthy of your compassion. Thanks for the inspiring litany of harsh criticism, though. Just what I needed.
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Loving your mother does NOT mean that you need to provide her with hands on care.

We ask for more details because if she "only" has arthritis, she doesn't need full time hands on caregiving. The logical question is "why"?

If you push back against that question, we need to assume that there is more going on. Please tell us more about her infirmities; you will get better answers.
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NeedHelpWithMom Jul 2023
Reading these same words from you a few years back helped me understand my behavior in my situation with my mother.

Sometimes, it takes awhile to process the information. I hope that the OP will hear these words instead of remaining in misery.

Thank you so much for not sugarcoating this situation.
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If Dementia had been mentioned in your profile then replies would be more understanding. So sorry they weren't.

Your relatives. Turn it back on them, "If you think you can do a better job, then u do it. Until then I am doing the best I can and holdng down a job"
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So easy to criticize from a distance. Maybe suggest they take over for a month while you go see your daughter, and then you'd be very open to suggestions. Not before.
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I could've written this. My sisters are 10 and 15 years older than me, the youngest. Even before losing our dad and Mom having to go into a nursing home, I've been their primary caregiver for years. My sisters treat me like one of their children, instead of their peer. They live 200 miles from here and therefore only visit two or three times a year. They don't want to help, but they waste little time criticizing me for everything I do. Honestly, it isn't even about Mom - they agree that she's in the best place, but I can't do anything right. They don't like my "tone", my personal decisions, hiring an attorney for Mom's Medicaid, nothing. They aren't happy with anything.

So, I cut them off. No calls, no texts, no emails. Nothing. If they have something to say to me, it will fall on them to contact me first. When Mom passes, they'll get a text. I haven't and will never prevent them from seeing Mom, but they don't need me to do that. And, when Mom passes, that will be the last time they see me. I love my family, but a lifetime of this is enough. I wish them well.
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ventingisback Jul 2023
They’re obnoxious brats.

I have friends with siblings like that, treating the youngest one terribly (who is also the one who does everything for the parents, because the older ones won’t lift a finger).

Your sisters are exploiting you.

If you believe in God, let God take care of that one day.
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This seems to be a typical story. I’m sorry you are in this situation. Maybe your post will serve as a warning to those who are on the brink of assuming full care for an elder. But I doubt it - they go into with little understanding that elder care will destroy their lives.
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When a sibling comes to visit mom you do the following as soon as you know they will be visiting.
Call the nearest hotel that has a pool and hot tub.
Book a room for the duration of their stay.
Pull your car out of the garage.
As SOON as they arrive inform them that you are leaving.
Get in your car and leave for your respite stay.
Do not answer your phone, let calls go to voice mail if it is a TRUE emergency you can respond.

By the way Nkellysc...
funkygrandma has a very valid point....If all mom has is arthritis I also would have responded as others did. But your response indicates there are other factors going on.
This is one of the reasons that it can be important to either give details in your question or add details to your profile. It dies make answering easier and it will garner much more accurate responses.
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